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# Julian

our sweet julian

Zion National Park with Baby

Zion National Park with Baby

Around this time last year, we had a little micrompreemie newborn at home freshly out of the NICU. The year before that I was actively working on

# Adventure
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Baby Loss Remembrance Day After Our Rainbow

Baby Loss Remembrance Day After Our Rainbow

Today is exactly one day after October 15, yet there isn't a single day that I don't have our baby in my thoughts. For those of us

# Baby Loss
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Pregnancy After Loss Essentials

Pregnancy After Loss Essentials

After losing Julian at 31 weeks gestation, the thought of getting preggo again one day gave me major PTSD. I really avoided any such thoughts at all

# Mama
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Sedona Roadtrip

Sedona Roadtrip

Last year we went camping at Zion national park for Julian's Angelversary and we enjoyed it so much. We really hoped we would be able to camp

# Adventure
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If I have the privilege to meet you in an afterlife....

If I have the privilege to meet you in an afterlife....

This month marks Julian's third year angelversary and I am so happy to announce that I was able to donate fifteen journals to three little birds perinatal

# Baby Loss
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October 15

October 15

Don’t worry, everything will turn out just fine with this baby. The baby you lost was a one in a million chance, kind of like a

# Baby Loss
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Lies We Tell Ourselves After a Stillbirth

Lies We Tell Ourselves After a Stillbirth

There are so many aweful thoughts that run through our mind after the loss of a child in the womb. There is no way around it and

# Baby Loss
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Hello PTSD | TTC After Loss

Hello PTSD | TTC After Loss

If you missed my last TTC update, it might have been because it was hidden away in a gratitute post here. I never intended to hide it,

# Healing
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Angel Book | A Baby Loss Journal

Angel Book | A Baby Loss Journal

I'm so happy to announce that Angel Book A Baby Loss Journal is now available on Amazon here and Etsy here. I hope that it may bring

# Baby Loss Journal
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Zion Camp Out With The Little

Zion Camp Out With The Little

Falling leaves, nippy temps and hot chocolate by the fire are all the things that make this time of year so special to many. Believe me, I

# Mama
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5 Reasons to Seek a Fertility Dr Sans an Obvious Fertility Issue

5 Reasons to Seek a Fertility Dr Sans an Obvious Fertility Issue

Two years ago we suffered the loss of our precious baby Julian. This left me with so many questions and a complete distrust of the current medical

# Baby Loss
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Attitude of Gratitude | July

Attitude of Gratitude | July

It's been a long time coming. The thing I am most grateful for this month has been the near completion of a very special work. It has

# Attitude of Gratitude
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When Relatives are Insensitive, I Go for a Hike, Travel the World + Meditate on All that is Good

When Relatives are Insensitive, I Go for a Hike, Travel the World + Meditate on All that is Good

Today was supposed to be a super good once in a lifetime kinda day. I don't generally get very many days like that since Julian. But today

# Healing
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Surviving a Felucca Adventure On the River Nile

Surviving a Felucca Adventure On the River Nile

Two Mays ago, I had one of the best Mother's Day gifts I could've dreamt of. Sweet Julian was only a couple of weeks in utero and

# Adventure
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You're Still a Mama Even After Baby Loss

You're Still a Mama Even After Baby Loss

Mother’s Day is a special day to show love and appreciation for all that motherhood and mothers mean to us. Everyone acknowledges our great contribution to

# Baby Loss
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