Why We Chose to Visit a Reproductive Endocrinologist (RE)

In my last post I shared about my Reiki experience. What I didn't mention is how difficult it has been for me to open up to the idea of creating another baby after Julian. For almost twelve months I felt like having the wind knocked out of me every time the thought of a new baby crept up in my mind. It was almost as if my body was denying my mind permission to think about such things. Reiki allowed my body to finally loosen its grip on the trauma it carried and for once I felt slighltly positive about trying again (see my reiki update bc I no longer recommend). This was a big step for me and my scared little heart. It's been about four months since my reiki session and three months since Julian's angelversary. Not long after that we embarked on what would become the beginning of our TTC Journey. (TTC: Trying to concieve)

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