# Healing

Confession, I use to dislike fall. I did not fall head over heels about pumpkin lattes or hot cocoa. I highly disliked the change in the atmosphere

Oh my! This is the journal I wish I had in my posession during Eliaz's very long NICU stay. Instead I had just a regular notebook and

Its the month of hearts and love. No better month to begin my gratitude posts again. It's been a while and I know its time to continue

I am beyond excited to finally reveal my newly published Rainbow Baby Journal! This has truly been a work from the heart. If you have been following

I have been wanting to write a good roundup post since the summer but I guess the end of the year is good too. So much has

Today is exactly one day after October 15, yet there isn't a single day that I don't have our baby in my thoughts. For those of us

After losing Julian [https://sweetjulian.ghost.io/tag/julian/] at 31 weeks gestation, the thought of getting preggo again one day gave me major PTSD [https://sweetjulian.

There are so many aweful thoughts that run through our mind after the loss of a child in the womb. There is no way around it and

It's no secret that many women facing pregnancy after loss may sometimes require administering shots on themselves. Whether it be ivf shots or heparin shots like me,

I know we're in March now but bear with me guys. I've been falling a bit behind on my gratitude posts [http://sweetjulian.ghost.io/tag/attitude-of-gratitude/

If you missed my last TTC update, it might have been because it was hidden away in a gratitute post here [http://sweetjulian.ghost.io/attitude-of-gratitude-november/]. I