This trip to Disneyland will remain a bittersweet memory of my blissful and naive self that I will never go back to. A moment in time when I knew in my heart something was not right, but in my sweet and innocent mind all was right and the unthinkable was exactly that...unthinkable.

Here's to those who live life not to the fullest. To those who will live life nominally and don't feel the need to experience "all that life has to offer". To those who are lucky enough to never experience true love, or motherhood or loss. To those lucky ones who will get through life with their worst fears being tied to politics, career, money or education. To those souls who will never find the need for deep introspection or soul searching because life and relationships are superficial at most. Here's to you. ♡